My career
I’m doing research in computer science, in particular things that are to do with verification of software, and formal verification and proofs. I work in the Data Science team at NPL and we’re currently undertaking a project to improve the ergonomics of software and ensure its quality and safety.
My challenges
There are loads of people who have told their story in the past regarding their mental health, but I think it’s rare to hear a story that starts when the person is very young or when there is no strong environmental factor. In my case, as far as I can remember, I was depressed.
What’s difficult to talk about is that there’s nothing going wrong. I mean, depression is always like this. There’s nothing ever going particularly wrong. Nothing is really bad. Somehow the mind just doesn’t want to be here.
My advice
If something isn’t working out for you right now there will be another opportunity coming very soon. This will be just as good and right now you just don’t know about it. These things can come in many forms and for me it was finding a job that appreciated my skills.
I never had a dream job or goal because I did not imagine that I would survive this long.
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